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"The distance between who I am and who I want to be is separated only by my actions and words." -Bryan Solis

There are many things that I want to do in my life, and many things I feel compelled to achieve. One of the biggest things that I desire, and have desired for the longest time is to be something greater than myself.
I feel like that feeling of not being good enough, wanting to be more and the despair that comes from realizing how far I am from my goal is way too familiar for me. So I sit here in my room, complain endlessly, stare into my computer and hope. “One day I will be good enough, one day I will be happy.” I console my self by telling me these things; while not doing anything in order to bring myself closer to that goal. What good has the past 23 years of my life been if all I have been able to surmount to is who I am in my present state?

Therefore, I decided to finally get up out of my misery and actually actively pursue my goals.
Instead of simply looking at other people and wondering how they manage to be so attractive and confident, I will work my hardest to surpass them. Instead of wondering how my future will play out, I will seek out opportunities, find doors and knock until it is opened for me.
I will exercise, I will eat healthy, I will study diligently, I will smile wholeheartedly. I will practice my instruments, brush up on my drawing, and learn new skills/find new hobbies continuously. I will distance myself from distractions such as wasting my time idly and useless entertainment. I will read up on styles, improve my charisma. I will change my mannerisms, I will no longer rely on others. I will not have to cower from my past. I will engrave compassion into my heart, I will achieve success. I will learn generosity, I will put others before me. I will be someone whom I can love.
In order to achieve all this, I decided to take a short break from everything distracting in my life and dedicate all that extra time to improving myself.

I just want to say a short thank you to all of you guys who supported and encouraged me, despite the fact that we don’t know each other very well you guys have always been there for me, and that means a lot to me. I’ll be back in about a year, I hope you guys all stay good.

I heard somewhere that you only get one shot in life, and I’m about to take mine with everything I’ve got.

"The distance between who I am and who I want to be is separated only by my actions and words." -Bryan Solis

There are many things that I want to do in my life, and many things I feel compelled to achieve. One of the biggest things that I desire, and have desired for the longest time is to be something greater than myself.
I feel like that feeling of not being good enough, wanting to be more and the despair that comes from realizing how far I am from my goal is way too familiar for me. So I sit here in my room, complain endlessly, stare into my computer and hope. “One day I will be good enough, one day I will be happy.” I console my self by telling me these things; while not doing anything in order to bring myself closer to that goal. What good has the past 23 years of my life been if all I have been able to surmount to is who I am in my present state?
Therefore, I decided to finally get up out of my misery and actually actively pursue my goals.
Instead of simply looking at other people and wondering how they manage to be so attractive and confident, I will work my hardest to surpass them. Instead of wondering how my future will play out, I will seek out opportunities, find doors and knock until it is opened for me.
I will exercise, I will eat healthy, I will study diligently, I will smile wholeheartedly. I will practice my instruments, brush up on my drawing, and learn new skills/find new hobbies continuously. I will distance myself from distractions such as wasting my time idly and useless entertainment. I will read up on styles, improve my charisma. I will change my mannerisms, I will no longer rely on others. I will not have to cower from my past. I will engrave compassion into my heart, I will achieve success. I will learn generosity, I will put others before me. I will be someone whom I can love.

In order to achieve all this, I decided to take a short break from everything distracting in my life and dedicate all that extra time to improving myself.
I just want to say a short thank you to all of you guys who supported and encouraged me, despite the fact that we don’t know each other very well you guys have always been there for me, and that means a lot to me. I’ll be back in about a year, I hope you guys all stay good.
I heard somewhere that you only get one shot in life, and I’m about to take mine with everything I’ve got.
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Age 

I just pulled out my first white hair LOL. I guess I’m getting old, despite the fact that I really don’t feel grown up at all T^T It really makes me realize that I won’t have forever to accomplish my goals, which means I have to work even harder and faster. 

Damn, time to go for a run.

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Anonymous:
What is your goal? I hope it's not plastic surgery, because you don't need it!

Huehuehuehue :D

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"I firmly believe in small gestures: pay for their coffee, hold the door for strangers, over tip, smile or try to be kind even when you don’t feel like it, pay compliments, chase the kid’s runaway ball down the sidewalk and throw it back to him, try to be larger than you are— particularly when it’s difficult. People do notice, people appreciate. I appreciate it when it’s done to (for) me. Small gestures can be an effort, or actually go against our grain (“I’m not a big one for paying compliments…”), but the irony is that almost every time you make them, you feel better about yourself. For a moment life suddenly feels lighter, a bit more Gene Kelly dancing in the rain."
Jonathan Carroll 
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Source: weheartit.com Via: daebakla
Anonymous:
Where do you work at to make that much? And how do you get that bunny face on your Instagram pics? :-)

I’m a pornstar :D and I use an application called “line camera”, have fun!

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A bit closer to my goal :D♥

A bit closer to my goal :D♥

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ALH